nastygal.
Kategori: Wanties
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish. To go back to a place much simpler than this.
Cause after all the partying and smashing, and chrashing, and all the glitz and the glam
and the fashion. And all the pandemonium and all the madness, there comes a time
where you fade to the blackness. And when you're staring at the phone in your lap and
you hoping but them people never call you back. But that's just how the story unfolds,
you get another hand soon after you fold. And when your plans unravel in the sand
what would you wish for if you had one chance?
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Okay let's pretend like this never happened. Like I never had dreams of being so happy,
like I didn't write shit in all of my classes, like I never used to run away into the blackness.
Now let's pretend like it was all good. Like I didn't live staring at a notebook. Like I did the
things that I probably knew I should. But it do have some neighbours and that's why we call
it hood. Now let's pretend like I aint got a name. Before they ever called me things like AKA
carmen t. I'm talking back before the unhappiness, before the society got it all fucked up.
Before I got in this position where crying was my daily shit. Before these suicidal thoughts
came around. But let's just pretend like it's all good and make wishes out of airplanes.
