"People are going to disappoint you" I get that. But what if you one day wake up, and realize you're the disappointment...?

Sometimes you have to step outside of the person you've been, and remember who you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be, the person you are. And sometimes when life gets really hard for just a second, or a moment, or for a long time, you don't really have another choice than to fight back. It's okay to sometimes break down and cry because your tears only shows you that you've been too strong for too long. Let it out, go ahead and cry. It's okay. Sometimes you have to remember that when you've struggled about something for so long in life, you're not just a survivor - but a fighter. Remember that when life gets too dark sometimes and you feel like the rest of the world is too hard for you to handle, suicide isn't the solution of the way out of the darkness. It's nothing but a solution of a temporarly problem. Take a deep breath and think about the good things in life. Focus. When life gets too hard, please don't give up. Fight back. Because life isn't always fair to you. Fall down seven times, stand up eight. Give the world the biggest smile you can give and when life screws you over, show life it's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about. It's not about what you do, it's about how you do it. If you want a change, you need to be the one who changes it, or there won't be a change at all. Nobody can do it for you, you have to figure this out on your own. Because only you can make it better for yourself. Stay strong and show everyone how truly happy you actually are. Show yourself that the darkness isn't what you need in life. Show yourself that the light and the good guys always win. You'll get through this. If you really wanted happiness, you'd fight for it no matter how hard it is. I believe in you. You're too young to be this unhappy. -ct.